I feel a bit
awkward as I stumble to find the correct words to begin this seemingly life
altering email. I guess I will start by saying that all stories must come to an
end, or there would never be a "Happily Ever After". Let me tell you
of our wonderful week.
We were not
able to teach 20 lessons this week, unfortunately, but we were still eager
instruments in the hands of the Lord. In all reality, we were the victims of
many "tombez-vous", meaning we were stood up about 7 times for our
lessons, haha. We held to it and had some more wonderful finding moments where
we met new children of our Heavenly Father and blessed their lives with the
Spirit of the Lord. It was joyous!
We were once
again able to see our ami Yves, who is showing a real desire and full intent! I
know that he also reads my blog, so Hi Yves!! haha, I hope you have read the
Book of Mormon today! Anyway, we had some very spiritual lessons and I know
that he will find for himself that this message is true as he continues to show
love for the Lord and His gospel.
Side note: I
laughed so incredibly hard this week with my lovely companion Soeur Jacobsen!
She is such a light in my life... I am so grateful that we have been able to
serve together, and although I am called as her trainer, she is definitely
training me to be better!
Also, there
was a baptism this week in Angouleme!! I was so happy to see that the work has
continued to move buoyantly forward since I left! I was touched to hear that it
was Stephen Bottiau, my recent convert, who performed the baptism for Chris,
the man being baptized. Being apart of this work is the glory of my life! I am
so lucky and grateful to our loving Heavenly Father who has allowed someone as
imperfect and flawed as I to participate in this saving work. It has brought me
more joy than anything else in my life.
Friday was
Halloween. It was glorious. I celebrated by wearing my orange pumpkin socks
under my boots... no one else could see them, but I knew they were there, and
that's all that matters :) one of the greatest moments of the day was when I was
brushing my teeth... I heard ghost noises coming from the hallway... so I go
looking curiously... I found Soeur Jacobsen walking around the living room
aimlessly with a white blanket over her head, hahahaha. I about lost it! We got
to see Amandine and her little sister Gaelle! Gaelle was going trick or
treating, so we got to do her creepy makeup and her crazy ridiculous hair!! So
fun :) then we went to a Halloween party hosted by Bérangère!! We helped her
prep and then welcomed her guests! It was one of the coolest experiences ever!
I am so proud of her for inviting us over! All of her nonmember friends were
asking us awesome questions and they all recognized us! It was a great way to
show her friends that we're normal. Some of her friends even said they wanted
to learn more. THEREFORE! Invite your friends over! Let the missionary tags do
their work :)
One cool
miracle from yesterday... we were lost looking for a less active, so we walked
down a creepy alley... there we found a lovely hidden wonder house! We decided
to ring the doorbell for fun :) a 19 year old came to the door and we were able
to have one of the most spiritually led contacts of my entire life... the Spirit
was penetrating as we testified of the love of the Lord and the reality of His
existence. It was a miracle.
Other than
some other miracles that I will have to share later on, we had a lovely Sabbath
day... we felt like missionaries in America as we made a meal schedule and
passed it around to the members. Simply put, we will be eating with the members
at least twice a day this week. YUM. FRENCH FOOD FOR LIFE!
Yesterday
reality hit. Moments come where I don't really know what to think and I suddenly
want to burst into tears. I have been comforted by the words of President
Uchtdorf for the last few months, and I believe they will carry me through the
next week... He says "In light of what we know about our eternal destiny, is it any wonder that
whenever we face the bitter endings of life, they seem unacceptable to us?There
seems to be something inside of us that resists endings.
Why is this? Because we are made of the stuff of eternity. We are eternal
beings, children of the Almighty God, whose name is Endless and who
promises eternal blessings without number. Endings are not our destiny.
The more we learn about the gospel of Jesus Christ, the more we realize
that endings here in mortality are not endings at all. They are merely
interruptions—temporary pauses that one day will seem small compared to the eternal joy awaiting the faithful.
How grateful I am to my Heavenly Father that in His plan there are no true endings, only everlasting beginnings."
I am afraid
of the great unknown, but in my heart I know that there are good things to
come. This next chapter will be the greatest transfer of my life long mission.
I'm sure of it. I know that this is the true and living church of our Lord and
Savior Jesus Christ. I know that Jesus is the Christ. He lived and died for us.
Everything I do is for Him. Its all because of Him.
I
love and trust Him. He loves you. I love you too. Have a wonderful LONG LONG
LONG week.
Avec tout mon
amour,
Soeur Beeny